is it nightmare?
or sweet dream that courses through my mind?
leaves me cold with longing
and abhorrence
silent rooms
rooms
twisting, dimly lit
about heavy shelves
I feel myself
wraith-like
turning from shade to shadow
to human thought
my body is envisioning
reality
becoming naught
I hover
between the worlds of sleep and dream.
3/8/00
(so...do you remember how I said I was sick a lot all the time I lived in Texas? Because of my allergies? Well, I took a lot of stuff to try to combat the allergies, including various mixtures including decongestants. It turns out that if I take enough decongestants, interesting things happen...I've always rather liked the floating sensation, but some of the other stuff...)